19 Thousand!!!!

19,000 i cant believe it. When Mama started this blog back on July 2, 2007 we would have never guessed it would have gotten this far. We thought that only a few people would read the blog, but we have gone international. I just want to thank everyone who has read this blog and has passed it on to your friends and family.

love to all, nick

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A Thought

…Death wrapped itself around me till i was stiffled. It stuck to me. I felt that I could touch it. The idea of dying, of no longer being, began to fascinate me. Not to exsist any longer. Not to feel horrible pains in my foot. Not to feel anything, neither weariness, nor cold, nor anything…

From the novel “Night”

I put that up here for a reason because what he said made me think. I mean he basically just said that if he died right then and there he wouldnt have to worry about anything again. You might know this you may not but this thought has crossed my mind a couple of times, which is more than enough. I mean if you have a disease that you grew up with and your in the hospital at least 3 times a year, does I.V. therapy, does treatments at home, and  some many pills a day you cant count on your fingers and toes, you couldn’t tell me that a thought similar wouldnt come across your mind not one time. So i guess the idea of not going in the hospital anymore, no treatments and knowing that my family would be better off finacially sounds good sometimes. But it’s not worth it to quit and give up, just to make it easier on yourself. like the title says just a thought.

love to all, Nick

I have to admit….

I’m pretty upset its about 7:30 pm and I’m talkin to I think i would consider my best friend online through yahoo messenger. He just told me that he might be moving back to Massachusetts with his dad. Now I’ll say that I’m not the most popular person in school nor do i think I will be. Although I don’t have very many friends I do choose them very carefully and he was one that passed that test pretty easily. We have come to know each other pretty well in the last year and a half and i told him that is just stinks to lose a friend like that. In a way I wish i could just say this aint happening but its a reality I cant fix. I’m between a rock and a hard spot, because i want him to see his dad again but i also don’t want to lose a great friends due to a long distance move. I have know idea what God has in store for me now. But whatever it may be I’ll get through it whether i like it or not.

love to all, nick

Update

Mama emailed my doctor this mornin and told him that i wasn’t feeling too good and he emailed her back within a couple of minutes. He said that he would recommend starting another oral antibiotic. So he called in a prescription for Augmentin 875mg twice a day so thats a pretty big dose. Im hoping that it will hold me off for a couple of more weeks, Im prayin it will but God only knows.

Love to all, Nick

“Voice Recognition”

This is something we are workin on in school i figured id give you a little taste of what were doing in “Digital Communications”. Although it doesnt look very successful. And yes i posted this at school. 🙂

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love to all, nick

For those of you who don’t know what “Voice Recognition” is: This is a program that allows you to speak into the computer rather than type.  The computer types what you say.  It takes a while for the the program to learn to recognize your voice – this also depends on how good the program is.  So when you first start out, what you are saying most-times types out as jibber jabber.  That is what you see above.  It’s pretty cool once you get the kinks worked out.

Done

Hey everybody im at school in 1st period. Im done with all of my work for now and im waitin for the bell to ring, I figured i would tell everybody how im doing. Well im doin ok i guess my next appointment is October 8th I think but, im not sure if i can wait that long because I feel horrible and i have a cold, usually when i get a cold it moves from my head to my chest causing me to go in the hospital again. Although i would like to wait because, Miranda turns 13 on the 28 of this month and i dont want to miss that because thats a pretty big monument and everything. So i guess i have to go because the bell is about too ring.

Love to everybody,Nick

Addicted to Driving?

HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!! I think I’m addicted to driving. Miranda and me have open house today at school and i told mama OOO i get to drive again!!!! I think mama thinks I’m crazy, but i don’t care. At least its a healthy addiction right? It could be worse things. Alot of peolpe say that the excitement of driving wears off after awhile I’ll belive it when i see it.